(CNN)Vanessa Bryant anxiously waited yet another day-to open the surprise she never expected, never understood existed.

On Monday, yesterday her 38th birthday, the wife of basketball legend Kobe Bryant found “yet another letter” from her late husband.

It’s been three several weeks because the former La Opposing team superstar Bryant, his daughter Gianna, and 7 others were wiped out inside a helicopter crash in Calabasas, California.

“Yesterday I discovered an envelope labeled To: The Romance of my Existence. From, Tu Papi,” Vanessa published on Instagram. “I anxiously waited to spread out yet another letter on my small birthday. It provided something to expect to today.

“The irony is the fact that Kobe were built with a photo of me attracted by having an Angel holding me up by a painter around the cover. Missing the romance of my Existence and my sweet little Mamacita – my fellow Taurus. Grateful to awaken to my 3 sweet women today. Wish i was altogether. #MyBirthdayWish.”

Kobe and Vanessa married in 2001 and would’ve celebrated their 19th anniversary recently.

Vanessa marked your day having a photo of Kobe kissing her oral cavity.

“My king, me, my mate. Happy 19th anniversary baby. I miss you a lot. If only you had been here to carry me inside your arms. I really like you.”

Together with Gianna, the pair have three other kids Natalia, Bianka, and Capri.

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Gianna might have switched 14 on May 1 and Vanessa compensated tribute to her daughter a week ago by asking buddies, family and fans to put on red, her favorite color.

Now, Kobe designed a posthumous appearance in Netflix’s “The Final Dance” documentary which details Michael Jordan’s career, concentrating on the 1997-98 championship winning team.

In the appearance within the fifth episode from the docu-series, Kobe reveals how Jordan mentored him.

“I’d an issue about shooting this turnaround shot, and so i requested him about this,” he stated. “He offered me a great detailed answer. But, on the top of this, he stated, ‘If you need anything, call me.’ He’s like my your government.”